A Weekend Away

Wayne and I have been talking about a weekend away.

My mom is willing to watch the kids for one night(she isn't ready to take on two nights) so we can go anywhere that makes sense in a 36 hour time frame.

Initially I was excited about going away and I still love the idea of a nights sleep without my slapping, kicking, pillow hogging snuggle bunnies. But, Wayne's ideas of where to go gives me some stress.

He has such grand ideas and tastes. When I think about my mommy wardrobe, I get insecure and feel like I would under dressed and out of place. I like some of my clothes, and have even come to terms with my style, but that doesn't translate to my idea of what one wears to the places he's picking.

It's hard being insecure, it can really get in the way of having a good time. I sure hope that one day I outgrow it and am confident.

For now, I guess I'll have to just do my best and fake it.