Hungry!

For the past two months I have been hungry! Hungry with a strong insatiable craving for things.
Every night, around 9 pm, I want an English muffin with marmalade jam. I keep an extra package or two of muffins in the freezer so I won't run out. And if I have to use a different jam, I'm just not as satisfied.
Last month, I bought cookie dough to bake with the kids, but instead I ate it. Not all at once, but slowly, a few chunks at at time. When it was gone I felt guilty, and I knew I shouldn't be eating raw dough, but really I just wanted to more. I am refraining from buying more, but I pause to ogle the dough when I pass by at the grocery store.
Now we have Halloween candy up in the cabinet. I left the bags closed until today. I shouldn't have opened them, but the crackle bars were calling out to me. Now I've sampled enough to be a little sick.
I don't know what has overcome me. I loved being thin over the summer. I would walk a mile a day, and I ate well. Clothes fit when I am in shape and I feel better about myself.
So, I'm going to have to kick the junk food habit and set some limits.
Starting tomorrow.